I'm so confused/stressed.......

Very far hor, now already October leh. 2 more weeks going November leh. Getting older and older each day.

I dun really understand what i stress for but really stress lor. I dun really likes to go my BF house cos always i will heard his family said this and that make me really dun like it. Like his sister, i dunno what to said also. She never said any nasty words to me but every people have their different. She likes herself to be perfect and everything to her standard but what i want is HAPPY. I no need high salary, if got of cos good but high salary doesn't mean work less and no stress.

I'm really happy with my job, the salary i draw and the post i in. Ya, of cos everyone wish to climb as high as they can but to me i only wan 9-6pm work, Monday - Friday, salary enough for me to spend throughout the month and the most important is my job scope and company i work with that all. I dislike keep changing job and adapt to new environment. As long as the people in my company nice, no gossip and etc.

You know why i say and talk about this cause i really really very confused. Yesterday his sister asked me about sch/work stuff. She asked me what course i study, told her before but always keep asking the same question. She also asked me to study more and work as Accountant. Actually i dun have the craving for Accountant post. I just want freedom and care free days. Maybe now i still young ba never really think much about future. Human will change de just the time not arrive yet. (Sandy dun stress about what she said dun care can liao. Life is urs man)

haha. Good news here. I travelling to Bangkok this coming November. Haha. happy can shopping shopping leh. JIAYOU. Holiday no stress........ look forward to My BKK holiday

Hmmm, long nv update liao.....

Erm, where to start ar? hmm, I have been working in Ya Kun for 9mth ++ liao. 3 more mth to go i will be 1 yrs leh. I never been working in a office job more den 5mth. Is a good starting hope i can know more and learn more from Ya Kun.

Ya Kun is like a family, all Chinese and all speak Chinese too. I think my English will become more and more can't make it. Haha. So far so good la. Never really dislike who or who. Just never talk much cos i worry i talk too much will offended people . Cos mostly people there are friendly but you will never know what they are thinking about you even we work under one office. Sometime i find no common topic to talk about den talk less better.

I remember the day my GM (General Manager) asked me go in his office. I tot what happen again, i did wrong things ma? I'm so worried while i walk toward his office. He asked me to sit and tell me i'm confirmed. That time i dunno why i got no feeling maybe because they delay my confirmation till i no feeling or nth much as not confirm, i still able to take/MC claim/Dental claim and etc. Confirmed just a letter tat all and a franchises card for me to visit Ya Kun outlet for free. Is a benefit from the office. For sure every office got their own benefit depend which company you are in. Maybe perfume and etc "discount" haha. GM also talk and said alot of stuff. Even said i very quiet and never really show my style. He asked be to open up to everyone. Actually i did but just really no common topic like what i mentioned above. LOL. I only close to one of my Customer/admin Exe. She one yr old den me. Maybe becos of age ba den we become close and even my colleague in the office give us a nickname. (KAKI 1 & 2) LOL...

I put on Braces liao. Can't imaging i wearing it. I remember last time one of my Sec friend Cally put on Braces. I always see her like very pain. Can't eat this and tat and even every mth need to go for dental check up. Each check up need to pay $50. Tat time $50 to me very big wor. Can buy alots of stuff, now $50 just like nth. $500 to be den is a big amount liao. Haha. Think each level have diff kind of view in money ba. Even Liping one of my ex-Louise told me alot of she Braces stuff. I never think of having it till i found tat some of the pic i took when i smile got a gab, the gab is like my teeth grow toward the inner side den outer den look like got a hole there. I feel it ugly. Around June, I asked one of my friend Sylvia about Braces stuff as she work in Braces dental clinic. She told me alot of the stuff and asked me to make a appointment to see the dentist about my case. I visited and the dentist asked me which part i not satisfied with. Of cos the gab and the upper front teeth la cos look like rabbit teeth. Haha. He coded me the price and can pay by installment den make lor. haha. I extracted 4 tooth and also can feel old people with teeth how they eat. haha. So people must take good care of your teeth before all gone.

Ya, about my dog. I send him for Comprehensive Obedience Class Training. Every Sunday. He learned alot and also getting better in his behavior. Not 100% good but at least he learns. Tat what i happy with. haha. I treat my dog like my own kids. I love him lor. LOL. Baby love you....

I decided to travel in Nov mid. Maybe BKK with my BF, i worry alot of stuff and also plan a overseas trip is not easy as ABC. Long story, wanna know come ask me ba. haha

Why life is lydat leh? How to be a happy person?

Haha, long nv post all happy and unhappiness here leh. Btw, so far so good lor. Everyday work den weekend off. Mostly my weekend will be at home with sibling, dog and Dear watch HK show (rent DVD la) not cheap but can kill time and save money on movies. haha

I got alot of things to said but dunno where should i start from and end. haiz. think if i know den i will edit tis post and write ba. Now brain very empty sia. Lots of things happen every single day. haha

I now waiting for my birthday to over and waiting Aug to come. Cos gonna TRAVEL. not very far place but really can't wait leh. All my brain is TRAVEL. haha. going KL (Berjaya) for shopping, actually planning to go Genting, Sunway logoon cos of some small stuff den we change. haha. Shopping also not bad, but wish to go Bangkok shop. haha. the clothes there more cheap and etc ba. Overall is Cheap. haha

Can Travel really need to thanks (ZH) cos he passed me the agency voucher he got from his company D&D and nobody accompany him there as he have no GF somemore only child. Now got the H1N1 his parent dun allow so dun waste the voucher he pass me. The voucher Value is $1040 so i share with a Couple. haha. Finally can travel with Dear leh. With no Parent along. IF not, here can't go there can't go really HELL lor. Travel must go everywhere see if dangerous den better den Travel better. Will die mean will die, just time only. haha. very bad but really ma.

HAHA, small Honeymood for June/Danny/Me & Dear. Let Pray hard the day come.

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I have learn a New lesson

No matter how hard to work or hardworking, one mistake is a forever mistake. People will see ur mistake den see ur hard work/hardworking. Haiz. Mistake can make but not so much example CARELESS MISTAKE man. No more in school, work leh. Adult leh. Must think wor.

JB on 1 May 2009

On Labour Day, 4 of us Danny, June, Dear and me went to JB for shopping and eat. We explored some shopping mall. Although never buy alot of thing but we eat alot. Cos they like old ppl walked abit TIRED leh. den rest here and there lor. Lol. Dunno how Danny and June go Taiwan for 8 days. haha. Like to explore other country. By the way, tis is my 1st time travel with Dear only and friend to other country. Is his 1st time holding PASSPORT go another country with me. As Dear's parent very protective. Scare tis and tat. haiz. Ya, Malaysia is not tat safe. but also not so NOT SAFE la. It depend on your luck man.

If really not safe den no Singaporean go there leh. haha. I am happy dunno why? Although is a Malaysia trip and not Other country like (Batam, Bintan, Bali, Bangkok or etc) at least is his 1st time travel alone with me without his parent. Dear must prove tat you are old enough to take care of yourself k. haha.

Thanks June and Danny accompany us to malaysia as i scare go there with Dear alone. Cos i not ver daring to explore Malaysia or other country with Dear. Cos Dear and me not very good in road or etc. haha. I scared i lost Dear there and dunno how to pay a Dear to his parent. lol

BELOW is our picture in Malaysia. lol

Dear force to take by JUNE!!!

Hey, see is our passportMe and June

June BF (Danny)June (why got in inside) so ugly?Dear having food in Malaysia hawkerMe This chicken wing very $$$$ but nice. Amost the same amt in S'poreOyster omelette

Sotong

Stringray

chai kwey tiao

Baby 2 mth ++ old in Our Neo's Family.

Below is Baby 2 mth old ++ in our family. everybody said he is CUTE but naught boy ok. not easy handle de little old and naught boy.

I look like a BABY?

SO Sleepy

SO boring look
SIAN look
lying down. Lazy

look like Posting

oh. TAking pic of me?

Just wake up not long ago

Just wake up and lazy

lying on my pillow

Waiting for Gerry

Fall alseep leh

Can anyone tell me what RELATIONSHIP is about?

Nowadays i find all the people are so funny, dunno why. Relationship stuff can said dun wan den dun wan de ma. Sometime i really ENVY those married people around my age, below 30 de la. Think about the whole process of Wedding and after Wedding is all about our stuff.

Honeymoon, 2 people life. Sweet sweet. But this Sweet stuff can last for how long? I dunno la, but one thing is after married and Still in a relationship is no different. Just that married got the legal Certificate only and can more privacy and freedom. Live together all that, sleep together, eat together and etc. If quarrel and end up *&^%$. Dunno la. Haha. Just wish tis will not happen ba.

Just dunno what i actually wan leh. Married nice or in a relationship nice? IF found a right guy is nice la. If find a guy that u spent on time with and end up no future den all the best to you. Haha. I just wrote what my thinking is. Cos i dun wan to keep in heart and think all the useless stuff. Haha.

That what i see and my friend does on tis relationship. Dun worry nothing to do with me and my BF. lol.

Cancer Woman VS Scorpio Man

CANCER WOMAN

When she is in love, she will act both ways. First, Shy and polite trembling to be near you. Second, Attach to you like glue and trying to be with you all the times. She will try to go home with you after work, or have every lunch with you. It is O.K. if you like her too, but if is is not the case, you will feel very uncomfortable.

She hates to be talked about or gossiped by someone else. If she knows she will be very hurt. In nature she is a shy type, except she has been influenced by some other Zodiac. She is not a brave or daring type, so if you like her then you better be the one who start first. She will not accept her true feeling, so if you like here you better tell her first. She is like a musical note always change in tunes, so one minute she can be funny and cheerful, and one minute she can be sad and depress. Other people may think of her as "Over-acting", or "Over-reacting".

When she is depress, she will go out and look for things to make it up. She loves money, and thinks of having "Money" as "happy", not as "God". She will not look down at you if you do not have a lot of money, but she will help you make money, save money. She is not an extravagant person and sometimes will tell you not to buy her expensive and not useful gift.

She is the type who enjoy a long and quiet walk. Cancer woman also influenced by the "moon", so under the moon light she will be fascinating woman.

She has a constant fear for many things. She fear of not being smart enough, not pretty enough. Even if she is not fat, she will not be satisfy. Assuring her of her look would help, because she can change mood 4 times a day.

She is not stingy, but you will not surprise if you see she collecting old or broken junks. She sees that everything are useful to her. She will find a way to re-use it again some day. She is not a jealous type,but possessive.

The best part of her is that she will sacrifice everything for her love one with no limit. Don't leave her in times of troubles, she will never forget it. She is not a weak type, even she looks like one, Example if you argue with her, she might cry her heart out. Once you left, she will wipe her tears and start clean up her apartment normally.

She is a very careful mother and will look after her kids every steps of the way. If she is a mother of your children, you are at ease, but if she is your mother in law, you are in pain. Not to worry, this type of mother in law will not let her own daughter being an "Old mate".

She could be moody and argue with you in many little things like many women, but she always wait and want to take care of you. If you argue with her and disappear a few days, she will be waiting for you, but not for long O.K. This kind of testing is risky, try not to do it. The Cancer woman need 2 things to be happy which are "Work" and "Love". She can be live in a dusty house, but she can not live in that same house with no Love.

SCORPIO MAN

A man with a foggy clouds over him. He is sensitive and easily hurt and always feels lonely. He does not trust anyone but himself. Sounding so negative, but he has an amazingly charisma. He is a compassionate man . He absorbs other people sentimental feeling and pain.

He is a good psychiatrist and he could understand complex and confused feeling. He has a hidden power that he could use it to make things happen and do things well. He does not like people who never try to help themselves before asking other people for favors. He is the type of guy who mostly achieved his goal in life.Once he sets his mind for something, he will put all his energy and efforts in it , whether or not it is a small matter or a big project. One of the most successful man in all the Zodiac.

He is a very patient man and can waits for years to reach his goal. He hates thin feeling and weak determinations. He can not retreat or rest for long, for he thinks life has more questions and more answer to be searched. If he is in love, you will get plenty of love from him, sometimes may be too much than you have asked for. He is serious about love and relationship and will not waste time with someone he does not love whether how pretty she is.

He hardly makes mistake. He could tell if you have any bad thought, and will not hesitate to tell you so. If you do not like straight forward sincere man, then pack your bag now. If you are an over sensitive person, try not to ask for his comments. He will tell you the truth, even you might not be able to take it. Example , if you ask him if you are fat (and you are fat), he will say "yes, as big as a balloon". He makes such comments because he cares for you, so do something about your weight and do not get up set with him.

If he says "you look pretty today", you can be proud because he will not say such think just to please you if he does not really mean it. There will be both kind of people, those who like him and those who hate him. If you are in love this guy, be strong and belief in your decision, do not be vulnerable. He remembers all his anger and will wait for his pay back time.

He is very serious about your promise, do not promise something you could not keep. He loves his friends and will do anything for his close friends. He likes you to take care of him, but not in front of his friend. He is a complex man and you will never understand what he means if you do not really know him. He is happy to know he is a complex figure. When he is thinking or when he needs his privacy, you should give him some space.

He memorize everything well. You may say something that you already forgotten, but he will remember every words. He wants to be respected and admired and at the same time he does not like people to have power over him.

When he falls in love, he really falls deep. A man in this Zodiac once in love, he will be sweeter than sugar. He does not like a plain and simple woman. A complex woman's mind is his venture. Always be interesting and able to talk to him about every things in any subjects. He does not like a woman who sits around waiting for his call.

My Personality

What does your birthday say about you?

July
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying

Which type of woman are you?
Lovely Lady
You are lovely and caring. You help others and spread out a lot of sympathy. Your life aim maybe is to serve the people. But your weakness is that you forget about yourself, your own needs. All your time is hold back for your friends and family. You are always there for people in trouble. Ready for any emergency. You make a lot of sacrifices just to be a good human. But every woman has her needs, her longings and a destiny. Don't loose yourself in work or curing other people's souls. You will have your own problems in your life. Another problem is that you don't say your opinion when it's right and important to say it. People trample onto your soul if you are always so kind and lovely and helpful. They will play on you. Though you should try to relax more and enjoy your life, you should not loose the gift that was given to you to help others . Not everyone is created this way... You are uniqe and rare!

Starbucks! Which Drink is Meant for You?

Hot Chocolate
Keeping it Classy! A classic favorite at Starbucks, Hot Chocolate is a sweet and creamy drink that warms the heart. With mocha and vanilla syrups, steamed milk, whipped cream, and a drizzle of chocolate, this beverage is loved by people of all ages. It's a classic! You are a classy person. You blend very well in most situations and are able to enjoy and be enjoyed by many different types of people with your excellent ability to understand others and your accomplished manners. You have a wonderful sense of fashion and great, yet also diverse, social skills. You rarely offend your friends, as you are not rude, brassy, or obnoxious. You always know what to say and do...and when.

What 2008 Song Are You?

4 Minutes

All I Got Are 4 Minutes To Save The World! You're "4 Minutes"! You Have That Adventurous Quality That Everyone Likes! You Must Be One Who Bungy Jumps or Even Swim With Sharks! Go Save The World!