Tuesday, October 20, 2009

I'm so confused/stressed.......

Very far hor, now already October leh. 2 more weeks going November leh. Getting older and older each day.

I dun really understand what i stress for but really stress lor. I dun really likes to go my BF house cos always i will heard his family said this and that make me really dun like it. Like his sister, i dunno what to said also. She never said any nasty words to me but every people have their different. She likes herself to be perfect and everything to her standard but what i want is HAPPY. I no need high salary, if got of cos good but high salary doesn't mean work less and no stress.

I'm really happy with my job, the salary i draw and the post i in. Ya, of cos everyone wish to climb as high as they can but to me i only wan 9-6pm work, Monday - Friday, salary enough for me to spend throughout the month and the most important is my job scope and company i work with that all. I dislike keep changing job and adapt to new environment. As long as the people in my company nice, no gossip and etc.

You know why i say and talk about this cause i really really very confused. Yesterday his sister asked me about sch/work stuff. She asked me what course i study, told her before but always keep asking the same question. She also asked me to study more and work as Accountant. Actually i dun have the craving for Accountant post. I just want freedom and care free days. Maybe now i still young ba never really think much about future. Human will change de just the time not arrive yet. (Sandy dun stress about what she said dun care can liao. Life is urs man)

haha. Good news here. I travelling to Bangkok this coming November. Haha. happy can shopping shopping leh. JIAYOU. Holiday no stress........ look forward to My BKK holiday

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Hmmm, long nv update liao.....

Erm, where to start ar? hmm, I have been working in Ya Kun for 9mth ++ liao. 3 more mth to go i will be 1 yrs leh. I never been working in a office job more den 5mth. Is a good starting hope i can know more and learn more from Ya Kun.

Ya Kun is like a family, all Chinese and all speak Chinese too. I think my English will become more and more can't make it. Haha. So far so good la. Never really dislike who or who. Just never talk much cos i worry i talk too much will offended people . Cos mostly people there are friendly but you will never know what they are thinking about you even we work under one office. Sometime i find no common topic to talk about den talk less better.

I remember the day my GM (General Manager) asked me go in his office. I tot what happen again, i did wrong things ma? I'm so worried while i walk toward his office. He asked me to sit and tell me i'm confirmed. That time i dunno why i got no feeling maybe because they delay my confirmation till i no feeling or nth much as not confirm, i still able to take/MC claim/Dental claim and etc. Confirmed just a letter tat all and a franchises card for me to visit Ya Kun outlet for free. Is a benefit from the office. For sure every office got their own benefit depend which company you are in. Maybe perfume and etc "discount" haha. GM also talk and said alot of stuff. Even said i very quiet and never really show my style. He asked be to open up to everyone. Actually i did but just really no common topic like what i mentioned above. LOL. I only close to one of my Customer/admin Exe. She one yr old den me. Maybe becos of age ba den we become close and even my colleague in the office give us a nickname. (KAKI 1 & 2) LOL...

I put on Braces liao. Can't imaging i wearing it. I remember last time one of my Sec friend Cally put on Braces. I always see her like very pain. Can't eat this and tat and even every mth need to go for dental check up. Each check up need to pay $50. Tat time $50 to me very big wor. Can buy alots of stuff, now $50 just like nth. $500 to be den is a big amount liao. Haha. Think each level have diff kind of view in money ba. Even Liping one of my ex-Louise told me alot of she Braces stuff. I never think of having it till i found tat some of the pic i took when i smile got a gab, the gab is like my teeth grow toward the inner side den outer den look like got a hole there. I feel it ugly. Around June, I asked one of my friend Sylvia about Braces stuff as she work in Braces dental clinic. She told me alot of the stuff and asked me to make a appointment to see the dentist about my case. I visited and the dentist asked me which part i not satisfied with. Of cos the gab and the upper front teeth la cos look like rabbit teeth. Haha. He coded me the price and can pay by installment den make lor. haha. I extracted 4 tooth and also can feel old people with teeth how they eat. haha. So people must take good care of your teeth before all gone.

Ya, about my dog. I send him for Comprehensive Obedience Class Training. Every Sunday. He learned alot and also getting better in his behavior. Not 100% good but at least he learns. Tat what i happy with. haha. I treat my dog like my own kids. I love him lor. LOL. Baby love you....

I decided to travel in Nov mid. Maybe BKK with my BF, i worry alot of stuff and also plan a overseas trip is not easy as ABC. Long story, wanna know come ask me ba. haha