Saturday, May 31, 2008

No mood to study. dunno why? STRESS SIA!!!!

WHAT CAN I DO to release stress. Left 2 days to go. Tuesday is my 1st paper. Paper 7 & 2nd paper is paper 5. SO stressful sia. Maybe exam draw near leh. Dunno i can make it 4 the 2 paper ma. Hopefully can ba. AN WEI myself. haha. Dear called me at 2++ den we are deciding where to go in the end. We decided study home. Dear come to my house. Play computer with Kelly & watch TV together till Mummy brought dinner home.

Tell u something, Dunno izzit the weather for myself i no mood to touch any revision today. Haiz. Only left 3 days, why can't u work harder & finish the revision. haha. Dunno la. Just dun want to think so much.

Mummy brought dinner home, Kelly, Dear, Daddy & me eat together. Feel too boring watching Tv show. I suggested go pasam malam walk walk.from 8pm we walk till 9pm++ den reach home. Reaches home i bath den Kelly & Dear play VIWAWA till Dear went home. I continue playing it with Kelly till 12am++. Power leh, I whole day playing & relaxing. Really can't see i got mood study. I feel abit back. Maybe cause of my stressfulness, i never really go spent my time with Dear. I just throw him at one corner with laptop. So sian, Tomorrow i need to go shop do payroll things. Wah, exam on next coming Tue leh, i still can play, watch TV , Shop/Walk around Singapore & go do payroll. Should spent my time on study ma. HAHA. dunno la. Fail den re-take again lor.

I really give up. Let the GOD decide 4 me. Maybe GOD dun want me to pass my exam so easily. They want see me in lots painfulness & stressfulness. Maybe last time i am i very bad & nasty person ba. HAHA

TAT all 4 my Saturday. Last day of May. All the best SANDY!!!!!!!!!

Friday, May 30, 2008

Friday. Will Dear be booking out???

Wake up at 9am. Prepared everything as usual go eat breakfast with mummy. After tat go NTUC. Mum want buy ingredients to cook 4 tomorrow dinner cos Dear coming to eat ma. HAHA. I tot i love Dear only, My mum also love him so much. JEALOUS leh (My Mummy also love u) haha. Maybe is my Dear, I mum also like ba. HAHA. (DEAR U read this dun too happy hor) i can dun want u anytime. HAHA. Joking la. dun angry. Dear, tell u something i very angry de.

The OCBC Fairprice card i received on Wednesday. Now no more liao. Wah, Angry sia. Mum gave me $50 to deposit, den i key in my PIN number the machine dun let me use. I cancel & try again this time the machine eat up my card. My card have be retained by the machine. I called up FAIRPRICE, they said issue new card to me. PIN number also change. YA, they did issue Card & a letter to me but no PIN number letter. See now i use it & the card is been retained by the machine. I need to pay $20 for replacement card this time. Make me very angry. I got home i called up them again, Scolded them. I said i want cancel the card. They said need 6 mth den can cancel. I only want scare them, cos i want them to waive off the $20. Too bad they did not do it. My $20 gone. So angry


Reach home around 11++ den i bath & watch TV show with my mum. Tat show very nice, Laugh till angry thing also forget liao. After the show Study abit den Kelly come home. No mood to study. Dunno how people study 4 their exam. So sian & dunno wat to do. I just wan faster finish the exam & pass with flying & get my CAT (Diploma cert) tat all. Can i do it???

Dinner time Kelly & me went to pasam malam . We eat the food there. Shop awhile den help mum to buy ingredients 4 tomorrow dinner. End up non of the supermarket sell Duck. All sold out. So Kelly & me when home with our dinner. While having dinner we watch TV together. Nice show. haha. Esther last min msg me asked me to go out but too bad i saw the msg late & i dun feel like going out cause exam is around the corner. Go out i will feel bad. So stress sia. Dunno what to do time draws. Left 3 days. STRESS STRESS & STRESS haha

AT night, Dunno wat Dear & me are doing. We have a small quarrel when we chatting on the phone. He like dun understand me liao. Like got some (........) within use just like the dots dots dots. Some many. MAybe i too stress ba, anyhow thing. Just want finish my exam as soon as possible. haha. tat all 4 my friday. Ya, watch TV with mummy till 2am ++ den slept at 3am++

Thursday, May 29, 2008

Go Kelly Services agency to Interview

Wake up in the morning at 9.30am. Meet Cuifen at 11am. So wake up kelly on the TV & we watch together. I watch till 10.45am den change & go meet up Cuifen at 153 bus-stop heading towards TOA PAYOH. We reaches TOA PAYOH, We go straight up to the agency. I fill up the form & the agency talks to me. Tell me about my job routine. Haiz, This job sound very troublesome. No choice, Told Cuifen that i want work liao. Last minutes said dun wan like very bad. Nevermind la, 4 days only. Very fast over de.

After the interview & talk about the job routine. We went 4 lunch at nearby coffee shop. Finished our food. We shop awhile den go home. I dun feel like going home cause go home need to STUDY. i just want to avoid it, haha. Reach home area, i dun feel like going home so Cuifen and i sat at the Bus-stop chit chat less den 1hours den go home. I reach home hang clothes out & Study lor. From 3.30pm study till 5pm den stop. Watch TV till 9.45 den study till 11++ den sleep leh. So wish i am a expert that know everything without study. haha.

TAT all 4 my Thursday. Left 4 days to go. haiz. dunno do wat better. haha. Dear said he can book out tomorrow dunno izzit truth. Think he will book out around 6pm ba. Cause i dun trust the people inside. Everytime like to find trouble de.

EXAM EXAM EXAM 4 days to go. left 2 days to see Dear

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Go school. Raining. so sian. No mood study.

Wake up in the morning 8am, attended school at 10am - 1pm. After school, went home straight. Reach home less den 15min, Gerry got home. Wah, he ask Kelly about games thing & want play together. Make me feel like joining them. In the end i really join them play MAPLE. We ordered McDonald. Gerry treated us 4 dinner. After dinner, rest & watch TV.

My Brother Terence went 4 holiday (Hongkong). Wah, Gerry & me work 4 so long. Never earn enough money go Hongkong 4 holiday. where he get the money from? Ya, His new GF is from hongkong.

Just Now Dear called me, I very happy. Dear said Friday can book out leh. SO happy wor. But very sad. Next week exam. so stress just wish i can finished exam soon & enjoy life without stress.

Tomorrow meet Cuifen go TOA PAYOH interview 4 the 4 days job. from 17 to 20 MAY. $5.50 per hours.

Dear i love u
must earn lots of money to go overseas.

HAHA!!!
LOVE U!!!

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Tuesday, study paper 5. 3 more days to see Dear

Morning wake up at 9.30am. Wait 4 Kelly & mummy, reach Serangoon 4 breakfast at 11.15am. Eat hao, Kelly go home cause she want prepared to go school. Left me & mummy. I go market with her till 1pm. Brought lots of ingredient & food to eat. Reaches home, i help mum hang clothes home. Today, good mood to study, manage to study abit. Spent 2 to 3 hours to study paper 5. haha. I hope exam is here soon. Cause i feel like playing & enjoying life. Just 2 paper make me so stress. At home Study, watch TV, play game & sleep lor. Tomorrow, need go school. Last lesson 4 paper 7 leh. All the best Sandy. Must study hard hard wor. Next Tuesday & Friday Is my exam day/date. haha

Dear 3 more days to go. I will get to see u leh. I so happy. Dear love u la.

林文兴, 我好想你
, 爱你
好想你在一起

Dear I Love u

Monday, May 26, 2008

Monday, Manage to study abit. Sad. Exam coming

Wake up at 9am++. Brush teeth, rest awhile den wake Kelly Up. Think of eating McDonald breakfast. Kelly & I walked to central in the end. McDonald no electrical supply. Wah. long way from home to central no McDonald breakfast. We end up go eat fishball noodle. Reach home change bedsheet to wash & hang clothes out to dry. Almost doing very time i at home. Watch Tv & study paper 5 only. So boring. whole after study, hang wet clothes & collect dry clothes. Like housewife liao. haha. Think my off day & study week almost the same nothing special. haha.

haha. Happy can see Dear in 4 more days. Dear sure happy to see his adorable the darling wo. Dear tell u one secret ur darling wo heavy by 1kg. fat liao. how??? next week exam. Die liao la. Really dun have the mood to study. but my heart asked me to try hard 2 more paper to go only. So stress this time. passed dun need to stress another time. Just 40 mark very easy de la. Like Lynda sister, write alot of words. confirm the marker will give u some mark de. Got words there rather than dun have right. haha. k la. that all i want to write for Dear to see.

Ya, today is Dear cousin's chiew ping wedding day. So good. Married in her earlies 20.
When is my turn?
Think long way to go ba.
She so good, Dun need to think of study liao.
Only things is work, Husband & coming kid ba
Dun mistaken ok. They marry without kid
i mean the coming kid is next coming few year.

HAHA!!!!

LOVE U DEAR!!!
I want get marry too
MUACK. haha

GO GO JIA YOU 4
SANDY & BOON HENG

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Sunday, at home study abit. sneezed 3/4 of the day

Wake up in the morning at 10am. Today, Sunday never meet dear. Cause Dear confined. Normally Sunday is the important day 4 me to meet Dear. Waked up. Prepared all things, go Kovan with mummy. She like the Laksa there. Wah, long queue till mummy dun want to eat leh. She eat fish soup & i eat (long queue) duck rice, yesterday no long queue 4 the duck rice. Not nice de. Dunno why long queue. Haha. i also ordered warm tou hua shui. Mummy asked me to help her buy dessert. Den come back my tou hua shui gone. So sad i just drank 1/4 of it only. Mummy said she didn't see the guy take and the guy also never ask mummy can clear ma. Haiz, Mummy asked me go buy another 1. but i just feel like drinking aliitle bit more. haha

Reaches home, wash, clean & bath my hamster. I finished it at 1pm. Wah, very tired sia. Kelly came home help me abit only. Yesterday, i sneezed the almost 3/4 of the day. The sneezing start when i clean my hamster. Maybe dusk ba. Saturday, stomach pain no mood study. Sunday, Sneeze 3/4 of the day. Not much mood too. Eat pill also never recover.

Yesterday, Cuifen called me asked me about work & study things. She got lorbang 4 work. I said ok. She now graduated from poly looking 4 job. She interested in my school course too. ACCA. wah, She want so many certificate 4 wat? i envy her. She finished her diploma liao. Where am i??? still 2 more paper den diploma. Very sad sia. Very scare fail too. Dunno why no mood to study when exam is arriving soon. Dear Dear i very stress. can i dun study liao? can i pass without taking the paper or can the marker just close 1 eye open 1 eye let me pass? i dun think so. Private eat people money de. Think i must work hard liao. Just hope exam can faster over & i can pass it with 40 mark & get a nice job. Meet Dear every weekend tat all i want. CAN????

I told Gerry about Terence things. Gerry said he asked terence about GF things, he told him they break liao. Gerry asked why break. Terence answer i like it. Gerry was so angry, ask u question, u answer me like this. Next time u talk to me. I dun wan to talk to u liao. See not only me dun wan to talk to him. Gerry also. Terence really give family attitude problem. Just hope police can catch him & send him in to BOYSHOME.

Dear u can't dun wan me wor. I see My brother Terence break with her GF anyhow. I so scare to loss u dunno why. Can't & ever think of dun wan wo ok. Dunno why girl like him. 4 me, i his age if i am pretty or what. i won't want BF cos only puppy love only. Not real love & will think of further de.

Saturday, May 24, 2008

DYM (Pain Pain) no mood study left 1 week 2 days

Wake up morning 7.15am. Wake up by brother. They very the noisy turn here & there. I laid on the bed till 8.50am den wake up bath, get ready to go breakfast with Mummy & work. I know that my DYM is arriving within this few days so dun really dare to take cold drink. Eat duck rice with mummy with milo. After breakfast, is time to say bye to mummy. I wait 4 bus 105 for 20min. Very long right. haha. Going to reach work that time mummy called me said she deposited $35 into my FAIRPRICE plus debit card. haha. The card came out but the money did not go into my account. So troubleesome till I asked Gerry help me to look 4 fairprice number. I asked Gerry to help me call. He called, He told the person that my card is eaten up by the ATM machine. But never. The card came out only the money in but never deposited into my account. The person said he/she will cancel my card. So sad. The person asked Gerry to ask me called them myself. I called them myself. He asked me lots of question, I spent 12 min to talk to the operator. haha. They replace a new card to me with no replacement charge. The $35 they need to investigate. So troublesome right, who ask my clever mummy to deposit $5 note in. HAHA.

Work 11am - 6pm. Work with Liping. Before Liping come work, My DYM come leh. At 1 not tat pain. dunno why after a toilet break, pain come leh. I want to endure de but work leh. Hard to endure so i took pill to eraser my pain. It took 45.55555555555 sec to stop the pain. wah, is hell 4 me 1 month 1 time. who ask mummy to born to be a girl. haha.

So sad my Dear called me at 4++ said he won;t be out this week. My 50% guessing fail. Why dun next week dun come out den come out this week at least i can play this week & next week study ma. Hiyo. Cailing & Lynda shopping at Far East den they come to my shop to see i work anot. i chit-chat abit with them, i told them i no confident in my this coming 1 week of June exam. They asked me to try my very best & do more revision. I did, but sometime really no mood to study. Think i think too much leh. Chatting with them i think i use 5 time i scare i fail. haha Cailing can't endure me.

Dear Dear your darling wo stomach pain pain u can't help me RUB. So sad. Nvm. I RUB myself. after tomorrow. I left 1 week to study leh. I really really very scare of failing both the paper, really really no confident. Why ar??? Am i really that stupid??? Why just a simple wish god also dun help me grant it? why???? haiz. Hiya, exam this kind of thing can't Ask God help de. Is u yourself know how much of the topic & the subject. I just wan pass only. Pass 40/100 mark, i happy leh. dun need good grade. headache ar!!! Is sandy STUPID????

Meimei Kelly go camp tml den come back. I alone at home. Ya, My stomach started to pain leh. Think i need another pill. Think won't study leh. I go sleep. Nite

Dear Dear your darling me really very stress, pain, miss u & love u. See u in 6 days time. Love u!!! Jia you wor. haha

Friday, May 23, 2008

Busy talking & play game but not study. haha

Work 11am - 6pm. work with Amy. Morning auto wake up at 8.15am. Go eat breakfast with mummy. Morning abit angry with Mummy cause she asked me to check electric all got shut down alot but i praying not playing or nothing to do. She busy wearing her shoes. I finished praying i saw her wearing shoes walk around the house. I said her den she said wah early in morning listen to u nag. Wah, This call nag, i always say them. including my sibling. If mummy always lydat kelly they all will also do/did the same ways. Not fair i said sibling only. Mummy never say. Mummy shouted at me, i so angry till i use 999999.99 sec to cool down talk to her when i reach Serangoon central. HAHA.


9.45am - finished my breakfast with Mummy den go wait 4 bus 105 to work.
10.49am - reach work place
10.50 to 12.30pm - pack the shop, check & count the money, Sweep & mop the floor
12.45 to 2.30pm - study paper 7 (study abit)
2.45 to 6.15pm - play computer & chit chat with Amy + eat dinner (KFC)
6.30 to 7.15pm - on my way home
7.15 pm- den reach home - pack clothes, bath & use computer + watch TV

The rest of the time play computer, study, listen to 933FM & sleep lor. tat all 4 my Friday. i left 1 week 1week 3 days paper 7, 1 week 6 days to paper 7 & 8 days more to see Dear. I got 50% feeling Dear will book out today, tml or Sun morning. But think my feeling is JIA de. Maybe i think Dear to much/stress too much anyhow think de. haha. i just want study hard now & finish my exam & passed with flying colour can leh. I'm clever de. Just only i lazy. If i work hard enough think i can de. haha. JIA YOU sandy.

Dear i missed u very much. 8 days more to see u. Hope u will out this week or next week. can come out is good de. haha. I love u Muack. Miss u. haha

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Alone & Lonely. Lonely I so Lonely

Wake up at 8.15am. Tot want accompany Mummy go eat breakfast but in the end. I waked up i saw Mummy in uniform. Haha. I waked up & can't sleep back. Hiyo. Now i now sleep so important to me. Cos i find sleep can dun care & stress things. So good. Actually, I want to avoid la. Avoid study. How can i pass my exam, I know revise lor. But i revise & revise i still there 50%. Dunno how sia. Sick of revising leh. Never revise i scare here & there. haha.

  • Wake up 8.15am laid in the bed till 9am
  • Wake up 1 thing brush teeth
  • den hang clothes out, i spent 45 min to do it
  • Den sit now rest awhile & bath till 11am
  • Start revision at 11am to 1.45pm
  • stopped till 5.20pm cos mind dun wan to work with me. I force myself study but cannot
  • Dinner Mummy brought home. She brought me CUTLET rice, 4 Kelly FISH & CHIP
  • Watch 5.20pm show with Mummy till 6.45pm and dilidarli till 8pm
  • 8pm watch TV till 9.45
  • Study paper 5 till 10.30pm. haha. So lazy today. Want pass also so lazy!!!

  • LAZY SANDY!!!!!!!!!!

    The rest u know. Sleep lor
    Tat all 4 my alone & lonely day (THURSDAY 22 MAY)

    I WISH I WISH I TO PASS MY BOTH PAPER 5 & 7 WITH FLYING COLOUR
    tat all.

    Please come truth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!

    DEAR DEAR 林文兴, 你的小可爱SANDY我好想你
    死你了,不想我???
    Love u Dear!!!!!!!!!

    Wednesday, May 21, 2008

    Wednesday not bad

    Wake up at 8am. Help to do housework. 8am-9am, i hang clothes & get ready to go school. Take bus to school. Brought 2 bun 4 breakfast. Attended classes from 10am to 1pm. Erm, in school i learn alot. Have that feeling if i do more revision i think i am able to get at least 40 mark. Hope so. But confirm can, Must motivate myself. After school. I went home straight. Reaches home around 1.45pm. My Block lift under maintenance. Wah, I climbed till 9 storey. So tired. But not tat tired leh. Mean 9 storey i still able to climb (still quite young)(shy le). Haha. reach home do some housework. sit down watch TV & use computer 4 awhile.

  • Watch TV & Use computer till 3.30pm
  • Study till 5.15pm (take dinner)
  • Watched TV & play Sudoko till 6.45pm
  • Went back study paper 7 till 8pm
  • Dad return me $350 i gave him $100
  • Watch TV & Bath use up till 10pm
  • Study paper 7 from 10pm till12am. Tml need to continue

    Tell u some Secret. My Brother Terence GF called look 4 Kelly, asked Kelly lots of question. Now den i know Terence two timing. Kelly said she saw Terence holding hand with the Sec 1 girl & this morning meet his old GF at the interchange. Dunno what this Terence wantt. HAte this kind of guy. If my Dear lydat (haha. he should know what i will do). Wah, can't imaging leh, TWO TIMING. Dunno how he do it. Handsome can treat it as food ma??? Those girl like him all the Eyes got STAMP. Not only i said, Mummy said that too. Mummy leh. Haha. I petty the girls. This kind of guy give me i also have to think 1, no won't ever think den correct. Haiz. Dunno la. Just dun wan to care too much. Sandy enough leh.

  • Manage to study paper 7. Wish teacher is with me when i do the question. I know 50% what the question is asking but den i no confident in scoring high mark in order to get a 40 marks.

    I love Wednesday, Cause after Wednesday. Weekends is going to arrive. But too bad 4 this week. No Dear Dear. Ya, I dun think i want to work on this Sunday. Just feel sick & tired of working & waiting 4 people to come in to the shop. HAIZ. People said if Haiz too much all the wishes they wish will gone off. I think dun Haiz leh. I dun want my wishes to gone off because of this. Haha!!!

    DEAR i love u & miss u. Today, Your darling me very strong, Nvm cry. haha. Strong right. Must miss me k. I will try work harder to study my June exam. Wish everything is find 4 my exam. Still got 8 days to see Dear leh. Exam - still got 1 week 4 days to go. Jia you Sandy. must study hard hard k. haha.

    Tuesday, May 20, 2008

    Mood, erm MISSED DEAR DEAR WENXING lor

    Wake up at 9am. Wash up, Mummy asked me help her hang washing machine clothes out. Mummy wanted to Go Kovan hawker centre eat her Laksa. My time schedule:

  • 10am - Move our backside out of the house
  • 10.20am - reach Kovan
  • 10.20:11am - finish eating our food
    (wah, tell u. Mum asked me order Coffee, the auntie make me wait) Angry i go other place buy
  • 11am:11.45am - i shop alone in the Mall cos Mummy go buy 4D
  • 11.45am:12++ - i accompany mummy go Market buy ingredient
  • 12++ - we really to go home. reach home around 12.30pm
  • 12.45:1.30 - i read up 8 days
  • 1.30 onwards - i use computer den stop using around 3+
  • 3pm onward - start study paper 5 till dinner time
  • 5.20:6.45pm - i watch tTV
  • 6.45:8pm - i study paper 5 again
  • 8:9.45pm - i watch TV (just want avoid study lor)
  • 9.45 onwards - Study till sleep time

  • I missed Dear Dear, So i cried. Dunno why??? Maybe i missed Dear & too stress ba. I left with 1 week 5 days. 1 paper on 3 June & 2 paper on 6 June 08. Wish the day can be here soon & passed with flying colour. Just hate to re-take & re-take. So paisai. People will think u are stupid. haiz. just dun think too much. Think of Dear Dear hao le. haiz. tot can see him in 4 days. but too bad he confined. but nvm, now still got 9 days to go. will see him in 10 days.

    This is a love test. see how Ur BF & u can wait tolerate days, time & etc. If because of few days, time & etc u guy break up mean not compatible ba. Cause girls need more secure & security de.

    I miss u Dear. Love u. Muack

    Monday, May 19, 2008

    So fast weekend & public over liao. left 2 weeks to go

    Sat 17 May 08
    Work 11am - 6pm. work with Liping. Chit chat from 3pm to 6pm. Chat alots. About brothers things also have. After work, meet Dear & Kelly go Serangoon eat western food. Finished the dinner, Kelly go home. Dear & me go ah ma house pass ah ma Dear cousin wedding present. Chit chat aound 9pm we went off. Got home, Dear & I bath hao. We continue DVD we rented up last sunday. Watch with Kelly till 11.35pm den stop to send Dear home. tat all 4 my saturday

    Sun 18 May 08

    Wake up in the morning, Go breakfast with Kelly & Mummy. Den we went to market & buy fruits cause Monday is Vesak day. Buddha Birthday. Asked Dear to come my house. Dear reach around 1.30pm. He eat hao his Breakfast, we watch DVD. same old people, Kelly, Me & Dear. Watch half way DVD player spoilt den we used computer & old computer speaker to watch tat show. Wah, we watch till dinner time. Ordered KFC 4 dinner at $26.60. Den watch TV show. Finish watching den carry on with the DVD. watch till 10++ den the show ended.ear went home at 11pm. Very fast hor, One Saturday. Passed so fast. Why happy time passed so fast??? Dear just left a few minutes. I missed him leh. Called him tat time i cried. Dunno why??? Cry Baby leh. Dear promised me go pray with me the next morning Vesak day ma. haha. I waited dear the call till i fall asleep. Chat a while, erm less den 15 min den i sleep leh. Too pig. Haha. i nv study much leh.

    Mon 19 May 08

    Vesak Day, Actually i work de. But because i have a limited time to accompany Dear i Passed my schedule to Amy. Let her earn lor. Wake up in the morning 8.10am. Bath hao i called Dear to wake up. Going to pray (Vesak Day ma) haha. Meet Dear 9am at Farrer Park but end up Dear late. Mummy, Kelly & me waited 4 him (LATE KING). Wah, Long queue & alot of people. Pray less den 15min. We went to boon keng hawker centre eat breakfast. After breakfast. Kelly go meet her friend do Band/camp project, mummy prepare to go work & Dear & I go home (His house).

    WHAT WE DO!!!!
    • Watch up all the DVD
    • Buy Dinner & Eat with the DVD show &
    • Send Dear in With His Parent
    DEAR WILL MISS U
    • Love U
    • will miss ur voice
    • Miss ur er xin de smile &
    • Miss ur latesness
    • Miss ur Hug, Kiss & etc
    • Miss ur look

      If u come out IS a must to Love me more ok. I dun care. I want more Love . haha
    So stress whole weekend + public holiday i never study much. This time dunno how sia. Wish i can finish my CAT exam soon & passed with average result can leh. PLEASE GOD/ SANDY

    Ya, Dear THIS weeks 24 & 25 May. Thanks his bang mate 4 the confinement. haha. No Handphone 4 long time. Dunno till when??? Haiz. I MISSED U SO MUCH. MUACK DEAR!!!!

    DEAR 12 BOOK OUT + VESAK DAY PIC




    Friday, May 16, 2008

    Work, Study Paper 5 & 7, wait 4 Dear 2 book out

    Work 11am - 6pm. Work with Amy. Bern told Amy the shop is closing. Close in Mid-JUNE. Haiz, Bern brought his friend earring 4 us. One EACH. haiz. WHAT i do during work time

  • 11am - 11.30am do some calculating in cashier
  • 11.30am - 12.30 i read up newspaper & Do SUDOKO
  • 12.30pm onward to 2.30pm study paper 7 (Do calculating)
  • 2.30pm - 2.45pm study abit of paper 5

  • 2.55pm: Amy reach workplace. WE chat abit. She went to buy shoes. i brought 2 also. want but 1 pair for Mummy, 1 for kelly & 1 for me. In the end i bought 2 only cause i want to buy 4 mummy de no more leh. Amy's friend come look 4 her. He want Amy to accompany him 4 dinner. I alone at work place. I spent my alone time study paper 5.

    Ya, dring work time i saw kenneth with his GF at orchard. They shop shop till my workplace. HAHA. See him so familiar so went up & look. Hey really is him leh. Just have a small chat lor. haha

    After work I go home straight, meet kelly 4 dinner (7.15 - 7.45)pm. The rest of the time i spent watching TV & after TV i will study ba.

    Dunno Dear Dear will be out today anot. Maybe, Dear will call me later. If not nevermind, i will met him anytime tomorrow or ........ Haha... MISS U!!!

    12.34am. My Dear mum called me at 11++ going 12am. Asked me Dear got book out anot. So sad. This week he can't bring handphone how i know. I also wish he can come out today. Think he not booking out today leh. Cause so late liao. I waited from 10pm till now. haiz. Just few hours only. Still got long way 4 u to wait 4 him. WHO ASKED U TO CHOOSE NSMAN to be BF. HAHA

    MISS U
    LOVE U
    MUACK.
    sat 12.39am now.

    Thursday, May 15, 2008

    Sad Sad. Dear will sure laugh at me. STUPID DARLING

    Today wake myself up at 9.30am. Kelly buy breakfast 4 me. Haha. Whole morning study Driving license notes. I attended the exam at 2pm at Eunos. So sad i fail again. Make my mood very very low. Actually tot of dun blog it here cause Dear confirm will laugh at me but I dun feel like hiding my feeling here. Cause i say out i will feel better. very very sad. I know Dear de feeling liao. If Gerry Ask me take liao ma. I dunno how to answer. Brother So clever why Sister so stupid leh. Taken SO many time still FAIL. M i So unlucky. I very worried about my CAT exam also. Scare same as BTT (Basic Theory Test). I dunno, I dun wan to think. dun wan to think so much. Wat i wan now is My Dear. I wan Dear Yang Yang wo. Dear i MISSED u very much.

    Today, is Dear last day of Field camp. Hope everything is fine. So boring & Wu liao. Tomorrow need to work. So boring. Just feel like everyday can stay home, maybe because i this few days i spent more time at home ba. At home no stress. Got TV & computer with me. Sky fall also won't affect me.

    Hope Tomorrow DEAR will be out. Ya, 19 is a holiday, haha. think Dear will be booked in one day later.

    MISSED U MY DEAR. MUACk!!!

    Wednesday, May 14, 2008

    School, Order Pizza hut & do some revision 4 paper 7

    Wake up in the morning 8am. Attended class at 10am-1pm. Wah, rain the whole Morning. After class take Bus home. Wah, Hate to take bus home at 1pm. Cause the bus will passed few School like (MSS, ITE Macpherson, BSS, MSSS & MSPS). Dislike taking bus 158. Haha. But no choice, have to take. Reaches home saw Terence with one girl in the (living room) watching tv & lying down on the sofa. Not GF is normal friend. Just dun understand. Haiz. reach home i go bath, cause i kana rain. Kelly cook Maggie Mee 4 me. Study paper 7 den.

    KEEP WATCHING TV

  • Watch 3pm totally spices 4 half an hours. Den study till 4.55pm.
  • Me & Kelly both agree to order Pizza hut cos hawker centre food so boring.
  • Watch 5.45pm show with dinner (Pizza hut) till 6.45pm. Den continue study paper 7
  • Watch tv till 8pm till 8.45pm den go bath
  • After showering den continue 9pm show to 9.45pm
  • After that Study till nite den slp.

  • Daddy chat something with us. Chat till Greey & Terence. Daddy dislike Gerry friend sleep with him in his bed. Den daddy asked me go tell Gerry. I said, u tell urself if not i get scolding by them (brother) again. Dad say who scold u? Kelly answered Terence lor. Scolded Sister bad words some more very NASTY. Dad called Terence alot of time, den he answer. Dad said if u dun come back before 10pm, dun blame me. Haiz. Sister hard to be sometime. Dunno next time my children also lydat anot. Hope Dear will know how to teach. Think let them play computer better.

    Got 3 days never talk to Dear leh. Missed him very much. 2 more days to go. haiz. Exam is around the corner leh. 2 weeks 3 days to go. Ya dunno how Dear the field camp, this is the 3rd days. Tomorrow last day. one more day to go, Dear Jia you. U can de. I will wait 4 u to come out. Yang2, Hug2 & love2 me more. PLEASE DUN MAKE ME ANGRY CAN LEH. HAHA. TAT ALL

    Tuesday, May 13, 2008

    Off day, wan stay hm study but in D end study abit only

    Wake up 9++ by Mummy. Off day, go eat breakfast with Mummy & Kelly. Go market till 12pm Mummy want collect $50 voucher. She asked Kelly & me to accompany her. We went to Kovan collect but den they finished issues all leh. I asked the staff got Compass point phone number. She said she not free now. My Mummy said she lazy dun wan help, I saw another cash register got one guy look like Manager dress in white blouse. Think is manager ba. I asked him, Wah, this guy so good. He helped me to check & called them. A few minutues later he said, compass point have. My mummy, Kelly & I take MRT there. Dun talk about her. U wan know come ask me ba. haha

    Wah, we brought alots of things from COLD STORAGE. Till $80++. because of the $50 voucher. We paid only $30+. haha.

  • Dinner Mum cook
  • watched tv whole day
  • Study abit only

  • Dear Dear i miss u leh. I wan u. i feel alone & lonely & stress. Just hard this feeling

    3 More days to go. I can stay away from stress cause i can see Dear leh. Haha. tat all 4 tuesday. nite

    Today is the 2 day, can't heard Dear the voice. Dunno how dear the Field Camp. Cause of Field camp, No handphone to chat with me. should know i stress leh. Dear voice can give me energy leh..

    Monday, May 12, 2008

    Mon blue. Hope everyday is Sun 2 me. I missed My Dear

    Work 11am - 5pm. Work with Amy. Breakfast eat Pizza. Gerry Brought back yesterday night. Lunch i take bread. Chit-chat with Amy at work. After work, I go packed KFC with Amy. Eat the new PROMOTION item. Fillet Fish. Not very nice leh. Reaches home, start to eat KFC & watch tv till 6.45pm. Finished watching tv, i use computer to update u. haha.

    Tell u something. just 1 day i miss My ER XIN de Dear Dear leh. Dunno why??? haiz. i missed


    DEAR DEAR VOICE
    MISS HIS SMILE
    MISS U ALWAYS MAKE ME ANGRY
    MISS U UGLY LOOK and
    VVVSSSBB

    HAHA!!!!!

    Dear, ur darling wo really miss u badly. Dunno how??? Abit hard to survive without you. Just wish tat u will with me every second & minutes (DUN 1 Better, cause always make me angry). haiz. At work i study paper 5. Tomorrow i want study paper 7. Hope everything will goes well 4 my revision.

    Dear u ok ma??? smelly never bath. Saturday & Sunday dun wan meet u leh. Cause you are smelly. HAHA. Joking la. No matter how smelly u r. I will meet u de. Cos u confirm will bath clean clean den meet me. haha. Tomorrow i off. haha. YA, this week got another PUBLIC HOLIDAY. but is on monday (next monday lor) 19 May 08. So boring. But better den dun have right. I have to stop here. DEAR DEAR I LOVE U. 4 more days heading to your voice. haha. LOVE U!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Sunday, May 11, 2008

    HAPPY MOTHER DAY!!!! DEAR 11 book out & book in

    Wake up at 11am. Instead of going out 4 breakfast, Mum Cooked Breakfast. My cousin (Sheena & John) is Here when i bathing. haha. After bathing

    I eat mum cook de breakfast.

  • Terence Friend her
  • GF also here
  • Quarrel dunno wat. haiz. Tot they want break leh

  • Dear said i very bad, hope Terence break with his GF. Dear said dun say people if not it will happen to you. Ya hor, den ignore hao leh. Just dun want to care. Why must i care so much.Later let him scolded BAD WORDS again. Just treat i dun have this kind of Brother & he transparent can leh. Hope can

    SO boring i left 3 weeks to study, Now both paper i scare leh. Paper 7, it know me i dunno it. How ar??? maybe i just started the revision la. Maybe try more question & work out more. it will be ok la. Can de Sandy. Sandy got strong & clever brain. Only problem is tat i like to think here & there so never really look into my things. Ya lor. I like to think alot. Haiz. Haven't really happen de. I aready started to think. Why ar??? haha.

    I go look 4 Dear, bring Breakfast to him too. Meet Dear at Tiong Bahru plaza. We rented DVD (Xiu Chai ai shan bin) very funny & is Hong Kong new show at $21. After renting the DVD. We went to Pack Dear sister breakfast. I reaches Dear house. I cooked so food to eat. Cooked POP CONE CHICKEN. Dear, his sister & i Share. I also help to cook Barley. I never drink leh. 1st time cook leh. Dunno nice anot. So pai sei when Dear tell his parent that barley is me, i cook de Ya, after the cooking & washing. We sat down & watch the DVD Dear, Me & her sis (her sis watch abit). Haha, very very funny. Watch till dinner time. Packed Dinner again. Help Dear parent packed too. TOTAL $24.20 for 4 person dinner. Finished dinner, Dear bath, i use computer. Wait 4 Dear to packed & ready. Is time to send him in leh. Haha. Another week gone. This week Dear can't bring handphone again. Not confine is because they got field camp this week so bring in, not safe enough. so instructor asked them not to bring lor. Haiz. Another 4 days.

    NO
  • Dear er xin de Voices
  • Er xin de laugh voice
  • Er xin the cough voice &
  • Er xin de, Hiya. lots lots la.

  • Yesterday & today i very happy. Stress Free. But this week have to stress again. I dunno how Dear going to ta han. Hope everything goes well 4 me & Dear this week & every week ba. Dear i Love u. Going to miss u 4 another week, haha

    DEAR 11 BOOK OUT


    THIS IS ME SO WU LIAO

    YA, TODAY MOTHER DAY. HAPPY MOTHER DAY. MAY ALL THE MA MA HEALTHY & WISH COME TRUTH. HAHA.

    Have to work Tomorrow. haiz.

    Saturday, May 10, 2008

    Work & Dinner with Dear & Sibling

    Work 11am - 6pm. Work with Liping. Out of work, meet Gerry at Istane buy MOTHER DAY PRESENT. We bought $29.90. Wah, 3 ppl shared. Gerry, Kelly & me. Dunno mummy like anot. After work Go meet Dear & Sibling (Gerry & Kelly) eat dinner at Ichiban Japanese restaurant. We eat till $80+. I pay the food, but Gerry paid me $10. Like i never treat him lydat. Nvm, next time ba. After dinner, We went shopping. I asked Gerry to use up the John Little $10 voucher. He brought underwear. Dear dislike to go tat department. But to Gerry ok leh. Haha. Den go Precious moment buy Dear cousin (Chiew Ping) Wedding Present. Spent us $100++. Hope our wedding she also buy tat amount to us. haha.

    Today , work with Liping. chat alot of Terence things & her family matters. Haiz. Liping said if she is my Bro BF she will confirm very sad. Cause, he keep on brining girls home. Liping said he like very FLIRT. I dunno him la. He matters. Lucky i dun have tis kind of BF. Ya, See Liping so rich. but family not in good term leh. Haiz, JIA JIA YOU BEN NAN LIAN DE JIN. haha

    Dear when is our wedding ar? haha. I also want. Today, i feel good sia. No stress at all. Just hope i can finished my CAT exam & passed with flying colour. i wish I wish & i want i want. Sandy sure can pass de.

    Dear, tomorrow book in at 9pm. So sian, this coming week. Dear can't bring Handphone again. Cause i need to attend some camping things ba. HAiz. No Dear voice 4 another week leh. So sad. No choice, who asked me to Fall in love with a army Guy/have a Army BF.


    Reaches home. Bath, use computer den talk on the phone with Dear. I abit tired. Eyes want close liao. So tired, After chatting, i think i go sleep. Nite. Mummy come home leh. Dunno she like the present anot. Hope no scolding wor. Nite. Update u tomorrow. haha

    Friday, May 9, 2008

    Worked LOUISE. Dear dunno got book out anot

    Work 11am - 6pm. Work with Amy. Manage to study abit of paper 5. Chat alot of things with Amy. Saw Shirley & Siyu they came to Far East shopping. Nothing to say.

    Friday leh. One week passed very fast leh. Think Dear will be out leh. But dunno Today or Tomorrow.

    As usual, meet Kelly go eat dinner. After dinner went home watch tv & try study.

    Heard Kelly Said: Today, Terence bring his GF home again. This time got Gerry & Kelly at home. The GF come here, She peeved den dare to come in. Why come my house again??? Do u know u dislike u. Ya, Terence yesterday night never come home dunno wat Daddy will say/scold him. want see him get scolded. So old liao still dunno how to think.


    5th days, hope can chat with Dear

    Thursday, May 8, 2008

    5 May to 11 May Second off day!!! At home.

    Another Off day this week. Wake up 10.30am. Meet Kelly go eat McDonald Breakfast.
  • Eat Breakfast (McDonald) with Kelly
  • Replace ATM card (Paid $5) for replacement fee
  • Update Account book
  • Siyu returned $50 to me
  • Dinner eat with Kelly

  • Today, Nothing nice to say. Angry with Terence but never quarrel & fight with him. He brought his friend home again. this time bring 2 girl. If i his GF i sure sad de. This kind of BF also have. HAiz. Scream & shouted all over my house. Still play in Terence's Bed. haiz. nothing to say him. Just dun wan care so much. Just be myself. The 2 girl also not ZI DONG enough. I study in the room, they still playing happily away. Can he dun bring anybody home????

    At home very nice till lazy to go work leh. Think want find new job & is office job i abit sad & lazy. haiz. Got bad impression in office job leh

    Today, i started paper 7. Manage to study abit. die liao. got alot of question i dunno how to do leh. how ar??? think need more revision liao. If not have to see i FAIL again. Hate to re-take. If this time can pass both paper. IS GOOD DE LOR. Hope so. Must really study leh. haha

    Tomorrow have to work. So sian. abit dun feel like going to work. wish to study at home study more. I study but won't study more de. haha.

    Today, is my 4th day never talk to Dear leh. Maybe he booking out tomorrow ba. Hope so. Tomorrow need to work. haiz.

    k la. Chat till here. Bye

    Wednesday, May 7, 2008

    School & the rest of the day at home

    School, 10am to 1pm. After school. Buy lunch home for Kelly & myself. Eat leh, watch tv & rest. Watch till 3.30pm. After tv, I wan study wan, but too tired leh. I take a nap till 5++ den wake up. Waked up, i watched tv again till 6.45pm den go dinner with Kelly Neo. I eat Indian Rojar at $1.90 only. Brought 6 cans of coke & go home.

    Reached home, i went out again. Help Dad pay bill

    $188.20 + $172.67 = $360.87 + 276.62 = $637.49
    Pay bill, belts Money

    den the rest of my day at home.

    Today, my brother Terence b'day. i dislike him so i nv buy any present or say happy birthday. M i a bad sister, but no choice. I dislike him. tat all i wanna say.

    Today, is the 3rd day, nv chat with Dear leh. Dear i miss u. actually got lots of words wan say but now forget. haiz. tat all 4 my Wednesday

    Tuesday, May 6, 2008

    Off day, No mood study. haiz. QY stress me!!!

    Today, whole day at home. Never work. I wake up around 11am. wash up & cook breakfast eat with Kelly. Watch tv & study. Can't really study in. dunno how???

    Dear Dear i miss u leh. I wan u. i feel alone & lonely when i feel stress.


  • Dinner Mum buy home 4 Kelly & me
  • watched tv whole day
  • Study abit only

  • Haiz, now QY msn me. talking with her. dunno wat to do. I talked to her make me very stress dunno why. She good lor. LAST paper. I got 2 paper leh. Dun really know how. HAiz. Dun wan stress myself. haha

    3 More days to go. I can stay away from stress cause i can see Dear leh. HAha. tat all 4 tuesday. nite

    Today is the 2 day, can't heard Dear the voice. hate the people inside. make my Dear no handphone to chat with me. should know i stress leh. Dear voice can give me energy..

    Monday, May 5, 2008

    Work today, rest till thurs

    Work 11am - 5pm. Work with Aihui. She came at 4pm. cos got class. i chat with her awhile (1hr) den go home. Reach home around 5.45pm. Eat dinner & watch tv at the same time.

    Never sell anything on my shift. Dunno got sell any on Aihui shift ma. haha. Today, can't memorize my paper 5. Dunno why. Die liao la. Still got 3 week to go. See how. Dun wan stress. Fail re-take again. I know what u guy wan say. Last 2 paper ma. Finsh it la. Why dun work hard. Not i dun wan & the last 2 paper not easy lor.

    Haiz, dun wan to think so much. Just can store how much/many in just store lor. haiz.

    Dear Dear confined this week can't bring handphone, so i have to be lonely at night. Is good tat Dear in camp. I can spend more time on study ba, but i will think of him every minutes & second. Can't imaging if dun have Dear, how i survive. haha. Got to stop here. time to read up some note leh.

    Dear must read my blog wor. Cos i wan to say.

    DEAR DEAR I MISS UR VOICE
    MISS UR SMILE
    MISS U ALWAYS MAKE ME ANGRY
    MISS U UGLY LOOK and
    VVVSSSBB

    HAHA!!!!!

    Sunday, May 4, 2008

    Dear No:10 book in. another weekend gone!!!

    Last nite chat with Dear till quite late. Slept around 2+ to 3+ ba. This morning, waked up at 10.30am. Wash up myself den get aready go breakfast with Mum & Kelly at Serangoon. After breakfast i take MRT to Dear house. Meet Dear eat breakfast at his place (Coffee Shop). Rent VCD (Little Man & Teacher Marry Gangster). haha. Quite nice the show. Rent up to $7. Think they earn lots of money leh.

    Watch VCD, in the meanwhile i sew the belts. Sew & watch till 5pm. After tat, went to return rented VCD & eat Mos Burger as Dinner. Finished our dinner, window shopping 4 15 min den walk home. Dear, wash up & prepared to wait 4 his parent to send him in. Send Dear in with his parent & send me home too.

    ya, Qiao yu messaged me again. so sian. Why she always wants stress me or want ask me so many question or Show off tat she left with last paper (paper 5)? Just dun feel like taking to her. Please ask her to stay far from me. I dun like stress

    SAD SAD THIS WEEK DEAR CONFINED CAN'T BRING HANDPHONE IN. CAN'T CHAT WITH DEAR LEH. DEAR I WILL MISS YOUR VOICE LEH. HOPE I INSIDE WITH U. U GO WHERE U ALSO WAN TO GO. CAN U BRING ME ALONG. JUST SICK & TIRED OF ALONE & BUSY WORLD OUTSIDE. CAMP ONLY THINK OF TRAINING & TRAINING & TRAINING ONLY RIGHT. YA, AND WHEN TO BOOK OUT ONLY. SO ENVY U.MAYBE I TOO STRESS DEN THINK OF JOINING U BA. HAHA. MISS U. MUACK. U BOOKED OUT MUST LOVE ME MORE K. DUN MAKE ME ANGRY CAN LEH.

    DEAR NO: 10 BOOK OUT








    MY HANDSOME THE DEAR DEAR WOR. FIT FIT HOR. OK LA. HAHA. LOVE U


    Work, Go chinatown buy stock & visited Ah ma

    Saturday 3 May 08

    Work 11am to 6pm. Dear yesterday 10pm+ booked out. Around 11 to 12pm called me. I yesterday night at 4am. Cos Play game + can't sleep lor. haha. Today, work with Liping. Ming2 told Liping about the shop closing this month, abit sad but no choice. This job only work play play only, can't work 4 long de la. After work, went to 3 level. Develop Photo 4 Dear to bring it into the camp. They need extra 5 more picture. After tat, we went to bus-stop. boarded bus 190 to chinatown buy stock. Total $59.40, Left a few design only. I asked the uncle, the uncle said tat they won't bring in any stock. so sad. but nvm. is time to end it. keep buying also no use. shop closing soon. Tomorrow, bring it to Dear house sew ba. Hope this month sell well too. haha. Finished buying the stock, Dear & me went to CK departmental store buy groceries den heading to Dear's ah ma house chit-xhat with ah ma. Talk about, Chiew Ping thing (Dear cousin) gg to marry soon. haha. So envy leh. SAME age as me, wan marry liao. Dear when my turn ar??? Finished visited ah ma. We went home. I do my things, Dear
    play PSP. Dear stay till 11.40pm & catch his last bus home. tat all 4 3 May 08. Hope everything goes well. haha. Exam coming. i dunno how sia. so stress leh

    Friday, May 2, 2008

    2nd day of Labour day... Friday... Dear nv book out

    Work 11am to 6pm, work with Amy. Today, i so worry & scare. Cos today, Bern come to the shop to issues cheque. He said he will be coming at 1pm. I waited him till 1.30pm, he still haven't come yet den i order food. dun care leh. Message Amy, say i scare of Bern later black face. Amy also scare. haha.

    Bern came around 2.45pm. i serving customer, den Bern chit-chat with Amy. I helped to issue cheque. Our profit 4 Belts total is $724.60. I collected extra $4.15 from Bern. Tat amount is 4 commission. Earned

    $724.60 - $4.15 - $37 - $73.60 = 609.85/2 = $304.92 + $5.45 = $310.375 (Total Bring home amt)

    Accompany Amy till 6.30pm den rush back home to Serangoon. Eat dinner with Kelly at McDonald. After dinner i go POSB deposit Cheque (help All the girl to deposit the cheque, is our April 08 salary) haha.

    Finished dinner, rush home watch 8pm hongkong show den study abit den play abit & watch tv. tat all 4 my 2 May 08.

    Dear never book out. so sad. I called him. His phone is on tot he at home but in the end the sister msg me said he not home yet think tml or sun den book out ba. punished again leh.

    Dear I miss u. Hope can see u tml. love u. nite.

    Thursday, May 1, 2008

    Labour Day!!!

    LABOUR DAY wor. Work 11am to 5pm. Work with Amy, Stupid people den dun wan to work. Hey, public holiday sure got 1.5 or double pay. haha. If got reason den not stupid leh. Ya, i happy leh. live so long 1 time win 4D happy. Not much but win $20 i happy leh.

    Dear came to accompany me around 1.30pm. Ordered food and drink. Chit-chat. Time passed very fast. Is time 4 Amy to start work. Chit-chat with Amy while Dear playing PSP inside the store-room. After work, we walk to the bus-stop. Bus 5 is there & hop in the bus less den 15 min we reaches TIONG BAHRU leh. Do some shopping & buying some Finger food & eat. We went home after buying those things. THANKS DEAR 4 ACCOMPANY ME DURING WORK TIME

    Reaches home i switches on the TV & catch my 5.20pm HongKong show while Dear on his Computer & play games. Wait 4 his parent to buy dinner home & eat together. After dinner is time to send Dear in. Send Dear in with his parent. Like just send not long ago. Now send again. So sian. wish Dear can come out but now, Dear booked out another weeks gone & my exam date is close. So sian. I really like exam leh. Dunno why??? Maybe i like to play & enjoyed stress free live.

    How i wish private school IS like government school. Teacher, Teach & teach & teach. Do revision, revision & revision. Discus homework, homework together. Sorry Private school dun do tat. I left with 2 paper leh. Why 2 paper so hard meh. REALLY Hard man. k la. stop here. Nite

    DEAR LABOUR DAY BOOK OUT PICTURE



    Late update. should be Wednesday.

    Wednesday 30 April 08

    Morning wake up at 8am, Go school. Attend paper 7 lesson. Forget to bring back the note from workplace LOUISE, but lucky teacher never use it 4 teaching. Collect Exam Kit from School Admin Office. After School, went home straight. Weather is quite ok, dunno why half way going to reach home time rain, wat sia. Just can't wait 4 me to reach home ma. Reaches home help to wash all the clothes tat is wet by the rain den Kelly came home. Asked her to finish 1 last piece of donut.

    Terence, this time he brought his GF home again. I very unhappy dunno why, i admit i dislike her. dunno why??? Just dislike. Something happen tat make me scolded them again. den Terence said i tell Dad, i said tell la. See dad will scold u or me, i said if i dun complain Neighbour see liao will also say/complaint de. He keep quiet. dun dare to talk back. I was so angry till i sat in the living room, make them uneasy. den Terence went to study room dunno take what out den open the door, out with the GF. He scolded me with some BAD WORDS. Can see what kind of brother he is. My 1 Brother Gerry, how angry he is, he will not use such a words to scold people. M i wrong let him study BARTLEY??? think i not wrong, if he want to be bad, naught or etc. In which school also the same. I aready give up on in included My Dad. No hope 4 TERENCE. Dunno wat he wan to be next time, not look down on him. i VERY VERY looked down on him. Such a stupid brother i have. Just dun understand. Let him be watever he want, Just dun wan to care about him anymore. i pity my parent give birth to this kind to son. HOPW HIS GF WILL GET OUT OF MY SIGHT, WONT WANT TO COME TO MY HOUSE OR APPEAR IN MY SIGHT AGAIN.
    If not how nasty words i also will use it, dun really care who she is. HER Mother want come scold me i also dun mind cos i want to talk to her. Asked her to take care of her Dear daughter ba. MAMA. DUN COME TO MY HOUSE ANYMORE. U COME DUN BLAME ME 4 SCOLDING u. Ya, Terence wanted to scold my DEAR when he here. think better warn him 1. If not later like his GF cry baby. :'(. haha. Hate this kind of gal. Low class.

    After scolding them i watched TV with Kelly, Off the TV at 4pm den look after the clothes, read up some note den 5.30pm watched TV again till 6.45pm. Den change, meet Esther, Christine, Lynda & Cailing chill out at PS Pizza Hut 4 dinner, i brought Kelly along cos dun wan her to be alone at home. Chit-Chat lots of things, tell Esther wat YY have tell me, what i stress about new office job & School work. Good to hear tat Esther wish to pursuing Studies again. Think, friend & friend will influence each other abit la. Hope she study wat she want & won't get stress on it.

    Dear booked-out leh. Tomorrow have to book in again, so sian. got book out like never. haha. Tat wat Army guy GF is. I am the sample to everyone. Maybe work in office, public holiday i will get to be with him. Dear, i Love u. no matter u make me angry or wat. Haiz. still got few weeks to go. haiz. how ar? stay home also no mood study, work also same. Haiz, die liao. this time dunno can pass anot leh. wait & see ba.